Friday, January 16, 2009

Nico Is Hanging Out iN The Lost & Found Box.



I will Be aRound..

Hey there people of the world.. Sorry i haven't been updating my blog for a VERYYYY LONG TIMEEEE!! haha. Just been so busy with Life and everything that's been happening around me. You know how it is. Anyway, it's 2009 now! A whole year's gone by. It kinda happened with a blink of an eye huh? No? Lol.

So what has happened in the last few months?? WELL what i can tell u is, ALOT.. I Got my heart broken, crushed, repaired and damaged all over again, I got pretty cool stuff for x'mas, It was great to be back in the safety of my family and friends [Yes, familiar faces], I got to know alot of new ppl, well they may not be sooo NEW, but it's the first time i've actually really interacted with them. Well all in all, 2008 has been a great year... Though i had my ups and downs, that's Life right. Appreciated every experience i went through.

College, How was College treating me these last few months? Let's see.. I was really busy with my assignments, tryna catch up, tryna make em' perfect, well basically just tryna get em' done. Been away A LOT from my college friends during my last term. Why? I dunno. Maybe i just needed the space and time to reflect on some things. I know ppl say that college is the best time of our lives, but so far, i've only experienced a small portion of it. Maybe it's still too early to say, maybe the best part is yet to come, but yea, still they're all MAYBEs.. But not to worry, i'm working on it, Tryna look at things in a more optimistic way, Tryna catch up on things, but lately, everyone seems so far away, it's like the distance from earth to mars, Know what i'm sayin'? Everyone seems to be busy with their own life.. then again, things are slowly getting back to normal, met some close college friends and started hanging out with them like old times.

[I'M SICK OF WASTING ALL MY TIME]

I've been thinking lately, We only live life once right? Well yea. It's pretty obvious actually. So why am i here wasting time on things i can do when i settle down next time far into the future when i can do a lot more now? Why won't i just try to live everyday as if it was my last? Am i scared of moving forward at a fast phase that i'm actually afraid i won't be able to slow down one day? QUESTIONS.. they're all questions lingering on my mind. Maybe i should't think too much. Been telling people that, maybe i should keep it real. Yea, I guess.

2009 Resolution:

-To be the Nico Jericho Januz Kilroy Augustin I once was.

[I will find myself, i just gotta look closer in the Lost & Found Box]

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