Why? WHY! WHY ME??! why is it that whenever i've just gotten a tad bit of happiness, sorrow comes chasing me from behind just filling me up with every bit of insanity and depression?! WTF is going on with my life. It's like my life's been designed to live throughout depression. I'm sick and tired of all this. And i'm missing you, where have u been? Its like ur slipping through my fingers every single minute of the day. I seriously wanna find the reasons for me being down every single time happiness comes my way. Well, i guess i'm just not allowed to or fated to live a happy life for a very long period of time., If u're reading this, i wish u all the best in life. I'll be fine. For now, it's time for me to move on..
Friday, February 27, 2009
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
Why am I Happy? :p [BANG UR HEAD TO THIS TUNE IN UR RIDE!!]
Booyah. Check it, I'm happy. I am? Lolz. I AM!!
Hohoho. Anyway, i was scrooling through my song playlists and i happen to come across an oldddd olddddddd songgg, Aaron Carter Ft. Bahamen-Summertime.. and when i listened to this song, i just felt so damn happy. i seriously can't explain why though. hahaha. WEIRD.. anyway, as the saying goes, "MUSIC HeaLz ur SouL." :p
Anyway, lemme tell you a lil some-some about my day today.
First of all, kinda had to do a presentation for Public Speaking today. Got all dressed up and whatnot [Formal Yo. Haha]. I presented on the life of Shirley Temple and the drink that was made on her behalf.. Kinda did a lil demo in class, played the part of a Bartender for the day [Had music and all in my presentation; Neyo-Miss Independent, Akon Ft. Sweet Rush-Troublemaker].
(Formality? hahaha)
Lolz. After that, went for lunch wif Jess, then back to the hostel. [Snoozed till 2.45pm.] Muahahahaha...Later around 3pm, went for a group meeting [Jess, Ming, Victor and Valerie] to discuss our group presentation assignment for Public Speaking <<THE DREAM TEAM. ahahahahaa. jkjk. Well our topic this time will be pretty mind-boggilng, FOR SHIZZLE yo! Well lemme give u a sneak-peak on our topic, it's called "INSANITY".. or izzit?? -Raises Eyebrows- ahahaha
(Insane? You tell me. :p)
Later at night, went to SAYANG SALHAH to celebrate Chan's b'day.. Then here i am, typing away wif a smile on my face. It's not so much about the day i had, but i dunno, maybe this song i'm listening to just seems to be bringing me down memory lane.. :] Remembering all the good times i've had back home.. Kinda miss my Family and Friends. haih. But not to worry, my family's flying down to KL tomorrow night, and i'll be seeing them the following day, and it's just a matter of time before i'll be back in KK again where i'll be surrounded by familiar faces. :D
Later ppl... I'm seriously hyper now, so off i am to jump around and run around in circles.. lolz!!!
*BANG UR HEAD TO THIS TUNE IN UR RIDE!!
Hohoho. Anyway, i was scrooling through my song playlists and i happen to come across an oldddd olddddddd songgg, Aaron Carter Ft. Bahamen-Summertime.. and when i listened to this song, i just felt so damn happy. i seriously can't explain why though. hahaha. WEIRD.. anyway, as the saying goes, "MUSIC HeaLz ur SouL." :p
Anyway, lemme tell you a lil some-some about my day today.
First of all, kinda had to do a presentation for Public Speaking today. Got all dressed up and whatnot [Formal Yo. Haha]. I presented on the life of Shirley Temple and the drink that was made on her behalf.. Kinda did a lil demo in class, played the part of a Bartender for the day [Had music and all in my presentation; Neyo-Miss Independent, Akon Ft. Sweet Rush-Troublemaker].
(Formality? hahaha)
(Insane? You tell me. :p)Later ppl... I'm seriously hyper now, so off i am to jump around and run around in circles.. lolz!!!
*BANG UR HEAD TO THIS TUNE IN UR RIDE!!
Saturday, February 21, 2009
I’m a million different people from one day to the next.
Good Morning Malaysia. Good Morning SEGi University College. Good Morning Family. Good Morning Friends of mine. Good Morning readers out there.
Is it really morning? No it's not. It's actually 6.28pm in the evening. Well to me, it is my MORNING. I just woke up from an evening nap.
Here i am lying on my bed, been doing that for the last one hour. Weather's as perfect as ever, the room's even darker as ever, well not really that dark though. The least bit ray of sun shining through the blue curtains in my room is kinda giving my room this blue-ish oceanic effect to the room.
Look at urself in the mirror, what do u see? do u see urself? R u sure? Or is it just an image called REFLECTION? Wow, how deep can i get? VERY. trust me.
Today is like walking into a dream, a nightmare. People around me starring at me wif bloodshoot eyes, i keep telling myself, this can't be right.. Just then, i get zapped back into reality. Here i am in this pathetic cold world.. I don't belong here. Wait, WHERE IS HERE? i dunno. SOMEONE TELL ME WHERE IS "HERE"!!. Here's a place inside my head.. my FEAR has created it's own area code. and now i'm lost here without a compass to guide me out. Damn.. I feel all alone. and i need to get the hell out of here before i go insane. But wait, why am i even here? Maybe i've got a mission to complete. before i escape, i have to accomplish a certain objective.. But what can i do?? Well, maybe i'm here to test out the different characters in life that i can be and then choose one which i can adapt to for the rest of my life.
I don't belong here. I don't... But i've got to find myself.. So here i am, being A MILLION DIFFERENT PEOPLE FROM ONE DAY TO THE NEXT. Guess what, that made me think.. Now i know why HYPOCRITES even exist. It's coz they've never really escaped this place i'm in. FEAR. they keep potraying different kinds of characters without having to ever settle with just one... I don't blame them sometimes, but plz, before time runs out, be true to who u are.
A mirror may have two faces, but if u glance at the first image u see looking back at u in the mirror, that's who u really are. Not the other images that come about after u've imagined the image u see in the mirror wif other additional details on them simply through ur imagination.
I don't belong here. Still i keep saying that. Then boom~! I got back into reality. Somewhere people call THE REAL WORLD. What an extraordinary experience i've went through..
Now i'm standing here in a long pathway with nothing but empty picture frames hanging on the bare walls surrounding me all the way to the end where there lies a door that needs to be opened with a key... Now i know my objective.. I've got to paint my own photos and insert them in these empty picture frames till i reach the door one day where my destiny lies behind the secured locked door.. That's when i can escape this place, when the time is right. For now, i've got to go with what's written in the stars for me..
Is it really morning? No it's not. It's actually 6.28pm in the evening. Well to me, it is my MORNING. I just woke up from an evening nap.
Here i am lying on my bed, been doing that for the last one hour. Weather's as perfect as ever, the room's even darker as ever, well not really that dark though. The least bit ray of sun shining through the blue curtains in my room is kinda giving my room this blue-ish oceanic effect to the room.
Look at urself in the mirror, what do u see? do u see urself? R u sure? Or is it just an image called REFLECTION? Wow, how deep can i get? VERY. trust me.
Today is like walking into a dream, a nightmare. People around me starring at me wif bloodshoot eyes, i keep telling myself, this can't be right.. Just then, i get zapped back into reality. Here i am in this pathetic cold world.. I don't belong here. Wait, WHERE IS HERE? i dunno. SOMEONE TELL ME WHERE IS "HERE"!!. Here's a place inside my head.. my FEAR has created it's own area code. and now i'm lost here without a compass to guide me out. Damn.. I feel all alone. and i need to get the hell out of here before i go insane. But wait, why am i even here? Maybe i've got a mission to complete. before i escape, i have to accomplish a certain objective.. But what can i do?? Well, maybe i'm here to test out the different characters in life that i can be and then choose one which i can adapt to for the rest of my life.
I don't belong here. I don't... But i've got to find myself.. So here i am, being A MILLION DIFFERENT PEOPLE FROM ONE DAY TO THE NEXT. Guess what, that made me think.. Now i know why HYPOCRITES even exist. It's coz they've never really escaped this place i'm in. FEAR. they keep potraying different kinds of characters without having to ever settle with just one... I don't blame them sometimes, but plz, before time runs out, be true to who u are.
A mirror may have two faces, but if u glance at the first image u see looking back at u in the mirror, that's who u really are. Not the other images that come about after u've imagined the image u see in the mirror wif other additional details on them simply through ur imagination.
I don't belong here. Still i keep saying that. Then boom~! I got back into reality. Somewhere people call THE REAL WORLD. What an extraordinary experience i've went through..
Now i'm standing here in a long pathway with nothing but empty picture frames hanging on the bare walls surrounding me all the way to the end where there lies a door that needs to be opened with a key... Now i know my objective.. I've got to paint my own photos and insert them in these empty picture frames till i reach the door one day where my destiny lies behind the secured locked door.. That's when i can escape this place, when the time is right. For now, i've got to go with what's written in the stars for me..
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